It's been a long time without seeing the light the reasons you know why you just can't justify I'm getting closer, again I fight to stay alive While you keep denying The blindness is on your mind I just can't live a lie I'm getting closer, again But no one is there I try to understand I think I'm losing my head Losing my head, losing my head, losing my head Dead or alive didn't know I'd survive Left without a feeling now I'm numb inside If I knew all of this back at the start I wish I could turn back in time And I would hide To keep my heart Safe and sound Now I'm picking up the pieces spread around